I refrained from writing this the moment I fell.
I have realised that everything I write about you comes back.
I don’t want you to come back.
I don’t want to fall for you, or your words.
I don’t know how to prevent it, by it I mean you, I don’t know how to get you out of my head, other than giving up.
I feel so strong when I write that I will (give-up), but there’s something in your words that keeps me holding on.
What was it?
I’m giving up, I
...because I’m so afraid of falling harder.
